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♥ Holla. Call me Dya. Just wanna drop some thoughts and as what u can see, i'm recording my journey here. Well I'm just an ordinary person, simple, lovable (annoying sometimes) and u guys are very welcome to be my friends. Single, but not available. Taken, but not possessed. Have a nice day!

Sunday, November 21, 2010

me falling in love? (part two)


Me start again with ‘I’m sorry’. Sorry for the gap. And sorry if I make u guys waiting.


Eat.Praise.Love. 3 magic ingredients 4 a happy,healthy life(Elizaberth Gilberth). And in my own point of view,yes I do agree with this.simple tp amat mudah difahami.for an example, me have such a great times by eating chocolate,writing diary, and loving someone(my own understanding la kot.haha).


How about LOVE?u guys nak tau pandangan peribadi saye tentang lelaki?tentang cinta?


I’ve had my share of bad experiences,same like everyone else.i found myself is also nostalgis.u know,me is rarely forget a meaningful moment even those from long time ago.xla meaningful sgt kn?sakit-putus-cinta-sembuh,perkara paling normal yg berlaku dlm hidup.Cuma kita kadang2 overreact terhadap sesuatu perkara,yg menjadikan keadaan bertambah buruk.same goes 2 me.setelah macam2 perkara yg jadi,saye bertambah matang n semakin tenang menghadapi byk perkara.coz I know that,if I’m on the right side,God will show me the right way.no matter how hard it is,or how bleed I am,I do believe in faith n karma.semua benda jadi mesti ada sebab.


What goes around comes around.n what u give,u get back.so jgn sesekali kita aniaya org.perbuatan jahat walau sekecil2 mana sekalipun,Tuhan akan hitung.


Again,out of topic.haha..


When people are falling in LOVE, the person will look more happier and cherish.Agree? ?
According some research there is thing like that, Love make our body secrete some sort of hormone (serotonin) that make us feel happy and make us feel more alive!


Love..how to describe it..u know what,me is one of the mangsa mitos cinta dongeng.hahahaha. kepercayaan some-day-my-prince-will-come masih ada lg dlm diri ni.yeah,when it comes to love,I’m a bit old fashion.saye percaya there’s only ONE true love for each person,right?maka,saye dgn sebebal2nya sanggup menunggu the right one to come,dari membuang masa mengadakan sebanyak mungkin hubungan cinta yg xberapa nak cinta.i’d rather be on my own than be with a guy who doesn’t treat me well or isn’t RIGHT for me.


People says I’m too picky.buktinya me juz spending my time wit a select few frens.but it doesn’t mean that I’m pilih bulu.i’m very easy going n I’m type of girl who is fun 2 be around with.i have many frens.berbeza latar belakang n personaliti.maka soal saye terlalu memilih atau cerewet sangat tak rasional utk dijadikan isu tentang pemilihan teman lelaki.suka hati saye la nak boyfriend yg mcmana pun!they said if I’m less picky I’ll find the right man.so do I need to change my expectations??


Hey,what I’m really talking about is not juz lowering my expectations,but my standards!i’m not that desperate! I really need to think carefully before I say YES.urghh!


setelah dikecewakan dgn begitu teruk oleh lelaki yg sangat saye cintai,saye mula ubah cara saye menilai lelaki n maybe my own self.maybe salah saye sebelum ni yg terlalu percaya n terlalu memberi.i was addicted to this guy n would ignore what my frens n family thought about him.n bila kami berpisah,saye hampir memusnahkn hidup saye sendiri.people out there can see me smiling,laughing,n live my life as usual,tp saye akui hingga kini saye masih dibebani kesan buruk daripada pengalaman tersebut.saye serik.disebabkan itu,saye jadi sgt berhati2 dlm perhubungan.


Sepanjang musim single,saye ditawarkan dgn mcm2 jenis cinta.mcm2 bentuk janji n pemberian.ada yg come into my life,n be part of me.we go throught bad n good times together.ya dia menyatakan harapan mahu hidup bersama.mahu mencintai saye hingga putus nyawanya.diam2 hati saye terusik.namun,beberapa bulan kemudian,dia berubah hati lalu mencari cinta baru.saye cuma tersenyum,how cheap love is..


It’s ok.then datang lagi beberapa lelaki yg menawarkan kemewahan n pemberian berupa material. sorry guys,MONEY IS NOT WORTH MY SOUL.


Saye tanya diri saye,ini ke yg saye cari selama ni?ini ke yg ayah boleh banggakan terhadap saye nanti?ini ke lelaki yg boleh cintakan saye sepenuh hati sampai saye mati?they said they love me because I’m beautiful,I’m young,I’m fun,easy going n sweet(owh…)


A winner makes commitment. A loser makes promises.


Cerita lain.


There’s so many of my friends who is always complain about Malay man n keep avoiding themself from having any relationship with Malay man.agaknya lelaki Melayu ni tak gentleman kot?well,most of the Malay man have the same relationship problems(I guess so).Immature behaviour,lack of communication,FEAR OF COMMITING n totally clueless(dan kebanyakkannya sengkek).


Guys,saye tau banyak gadis di luar sana mencari lelaki yg boleh memanjakan mereka.kononnya lelaki begini gentleman.tak lokek berbelanja utk mereka,tanda lelaki begini benar2 sayangkan mereka.hey,is that u called a ‘gentleman’?for me they r not gentleman! juz because they got money,so they capable of doing everything to u?if he willing 2 do so much for u in the very beginning,how much do u think he is going to appeal u in 3,6 or 10 years later?mcmana kalau mereka tak berduit lagi?sanggupkah mereka buat perkara yg sama utk kita?akan gentleman lagi kah mereka?


Teringat kata2 ayah..lebih baik cari lelaki yg sanggup datang ke rumah kita naik motor buruk,berhujan berpanas,semata2 nak bawakan kita sebungkus nasi lemak sebab kita lapar.memang harga nasi lemak tu murah,tapi adakah kesungguhan,kasih sayang,sikap tanggungjawab mereka tu juga berharga sebungkus nasi lemak?pesan ayah,bina rumah tangga dgn peluh,perit,usaha,kepayahan kerana semua tu akan teguh bersama cinta.cari lelaki yg sangup membanting tulang semata-mata mahu kita bahagia,dari lelaki yg mampu lari ke luar negara,bercuti n konon cari ketenangan setiap kali berdepan masalah dalam perhubungan.


I’m looking for my equal.my true love.


Susah nak ckp.once kite jatuh cinta,dunia akan rasa sgt ceria n berwarna warni.bila pandang mata si dia,kite akan rasa that moment is so beautiful.. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.


Finally,i guess i found him..


My personal miracle.yg selalu buat jantung saye berdebar2.yg buat saye angau siang malam. Trust me,he don’t need 2 be perfect,coz I do love him juz the way he is. I love him, not for what he is, but for what I am when I am with him. Not as perfect as what I expected he should be,but since he is the one I love,the one I could rely on,the one that I make my promise for,the one that I always wanted him to be by myside,I think he is totally perfect for my human-being-love-life.
I love the way my heart melts when he looks into my eyes n how my tummy flip everytime he calls me.


Si dia masih dalam tempoh percubaan.


Lengkapnya si dia sebagai lelaki(ceh!) bila dia arif tentang kereta,tentang komputer,IT n maybe camera(hahaha).so if there’s anything happen 2 my car,my lappy,he is the one I’ll be looking for.yg penting,saye mahu die mengambil berat terhadap adik2 saye,kerana mereka adalah amanah yg ayah beri kpd saye.saye mahu dia pandai mengambil hati Mak n have a very good conversation with my Ayah.si dia juga perlu menjadi sebahagian dari keluarga saye kerana kami sgt rapat antara satu sama lain.so,I hope day by day,his performance could reach up to my expectations.


Hahaha..i think its enough.i’m not going 2 let u guys know every single things about me n my love life, coz,bergh!I’m not a celebrity.sharing is caring.but sharing too much is totally disgusting!Goodbye for now.
~I LOVE U~


"Wise men say,only fools rush in.But i can't help falling in love with u."


"An act of love that fails is just as much a part of the divine life as a act of love that succeeds,
for love is measured by fullness,not by reception."


"Once upon a first kiss,
There a true love, I must insist.
A love, pure with good intent,
Where lovers' love, so innocent.
The world may change, but hearts remain true,
So understand, I'll always love you."





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