no complaints but grateful

How fast can Time fly? Tiba-tiba hati meronta-ronta untuk kembali pasa masa lalu.2010,don't leave me..(boleh ke ckp mcm ni?)

So many things happened ar…

But Jan-Nov 2010 was still good. I'm still living the life where many people would desire. I still have the brightest positive spark in me.

smile!

LOL

Yeah, it's true how in life you can't ALWAYS win nor measure up 2 somebody better, but like how i always tell u guys dat we shud accept the facts graciously coz that's all that matters.

Some came some left. Some stayed but r barely there. I lost 2 loves; I walked out on one and the other walked out on me. I made friends n I lost friends; I walked out on most n similarly, a few walked out on me.

It was up,it was down.It was right n almost always left.

At the end of the day u dont have 2 go all the way out 2 please somebody because life is like economics, the 'consumers' of u have already placed a pre-fixed value on ur worth and no matter what u do 2 improve ur value in ur consumer's eyes, the value is just gonna remain the same at the very end of everything.

Is that an economic theory? I dont know. I think it is. =p

SO i believe from tonight onwards that,

I should be everything i can be 2 the people who genuinely care n love me. becoz really, they r all that matters. The rest who r superficial n r usually the ones that i go all the way out 2 impress don't really care whether i'm still alive or not. Hard 2 swallow but yes, they wear such pretty masks what a pity! And now i know who r 4 keeps n who r the trash heaps.

I believe December will end my 2010 beautifully. It will be my 22nd December(i'm growing old!). Hmmm...that's something 2 look forward 2 at least, until 2011 brings more Love, Happiness n Serenity 2 me.

"I believe in making mistakes. I believe in bawling my eyes out, getting my heart ripped open, making the wrong friends, facing hypocrites daily, meet people who give the worst time of your life, getting bad hair days, being so mad at the world for something terrible you received but you don't deserve- I believe in making mistakes. Because you learn how to deal with it.

And that is how you grow up."

I LOVE YOU.