2011

Its all written in the stars. Millions miles away. So when u see darkness don’t just give up. The stars haven’t shines, it will shine one day. Then u will enjoy the beauty of it. And it brightens all the unseen awesome and beauty things.

2011. Time flies fast as usual..

Although a year seems 2 be a short time but 4 me I had actually experience a lot of new things. A lot of different things. Dat I probably wouldn’t get the chance 2 experience it if I’m not here. I wouldn’t said everything is wonderful. There r something dat actually challenge the spirit of mine. But yes, I grew. I learn not 2 complain over all the gifted things dat Allah had gave me. No matter it is good or bad. I’m grateful. Thank you..

I believe every stage of my life there will be some changes. It wont be exactly the same with the things u experienced b4. There r things or lessons learnt dat I’ll bring along 2 the next level of my life n some beautiful memories I had. But life is about walking forward NOT backward. I cant be living on holding the past with me. Its the past. Be glad dat God actually give me the chances 2 move on.

As I grow up, I learn dat even the one person that wasn’t supposed 2 ever let me down, probably WILL. So dat, I have 2 believe in myself more than anyone else. I have 2 be brave enough 2 stand 4 myself. I shud not be afraid 2 take chances or fall in love. Most of all, I have 2 live in the moment coz I’m sure dat every second I  spend angry or upset is a second of happiness I can never get back.

I juz love my life now although it is not dat good as last time, but it makes me feel GREAT. I dont have a lot of friends to play with in class. I dont have a group of crazy peeps to chat n gossips till late at night. I dont walk in a group. I learn to walk alone already. But I feel the satisfactions in each of the steps I took. I woke up with a smile every morning. I feel my family is just closer 2 me. I am able 2 stand on my own feet. I dont easily cry when I fall. I do things dat I dont usually do. I do what I like. I dont care what u said. I go where I want 2 go. Honestly, less feelings 2 consider about. I am not acting like the old me n I’m sure, I GREW!! Yyyeeeeaaarrrggghhhhh!!!!!

You just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone’s hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts.