Be happy anyway

Some people keep talking. But some people keep asking. Some of them keep listening. But some of them keep lying.

How depressing? Hahaha..

Start my words with 'I'm sorry' first. One of my friend just make me sad. Even we’re not in the same group of friends, but before this we both are quite close. And sometimes we talk bout da things dat I think I will never share with others. A conversation is awesome.

But a few days before we had a bit misunderstanding. I dun even have any idea on how could he become mad juz because a damn stupid little thing. And actually it’s not about him anyway. It’s about someone else. He said something dat really breaks a heart of mine. Guys, can u just imagine, dat we as a human being, could ever let the friendship end rather than to try to fix it. We already miss out on so many things in each other's lives. So why are we letting each other miss even more?

To make things worst, I tried to talk to one of them. But, yeah. My apology wouldn't change anything. I'm not even sure I did anything wrong. But I juz thought dat it could fix everything. All I wanted was for things to be the way they used to be. And we're not little kids anymore. Sometimes words dun make everything better, and relationships aren't always okay again. I just dun want thing to become worst. Does it hurt u to know dat we haven't spoken to each other in days? Does it hurt u to know we can't look at each other without looking away? Does it hurt u to know dat everything we had as friends is gone? Does it hurt? Cause it's hurting me.

Hey, be a witness, not a judge. Focus on yourself, not on others. Listen to your heart, not to the crowd.

Huh.. There are few things dat I have to confess. Most of people around me always want me to listen to them. But what I really don’t understand is why they keep saying it in a silence word. Dat’s the real matter. Its not about me anyway if each time I keep asking “Why u guys did this to me?”. Or “What mistake dat I’ve make?”. But they keep silent. So?

Sometimes we won’t say any words but we wish people could understand. We dun want to say it in front of them, but we keep telling others dat they’re the bad one. They’re the one who keep making mistakes and we are getting tired of them. Juz once, dun u realize dat we are the one who definitely have such a damn big problem?? We don’t even have a gut to letting them know what their mistakes are. We don’t even want to give them chances to make the things right. Isn’t dat what we called a BIG LOSER?

One of these days we'll be so sorry, sorry that we let it slip away. One of these days we just won't care if they're sorry anyway.

Again.. Life and its all about. Guess I become so sick of drama’s. The journey to make me grow up is not an easy one. The relationship is getting more difficult. Complicated. The heart which I hope will soften, hardened even more. I wont say I’m sad with my life now. I believe dat everything is happened for a reason. And if there is one thing I enjoy learning what life are, it is always about the lessons dat flow from it.

Me, always believe that happiness lies ahead for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives. Sometimes I wish dat God could turn back time, so dat I could tell everyone how much I love them. And I could tell everyone how important they are for me. And I wish I could let everyone know how beautiful life is if everyone could be a friend. How perfect the life is if I could say “Hi” and smile to everyone.

Guys, me (called me Dya), I really wanna let u guys know dat I love my past, previous and present. So thanx to become part of my perfect precious life journey. For those who just take a little kindly steps to entering my life, u are most welcoming dear! =)

People are often unreasonable, irrational, and self-centered: Forgive them anyway. If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives: Be kind anyway. What you spend years creating others could destroy overnight: Create anyway. If you find serenity and happiness, some may be jealous: Be happy anyway. The good you do today, will often be forgotten: Do good anyway. Give the best you have, and it may never be enough: Give your best anyway. In the final analysis, it is between you and God: It was never between you and them anyway.