SLOWLY BUT SURELY

Holla! I’m back again!!

Well, everything seems to come back to how it was. Live a life babe! Mine, as normal as the way it should be + boring. Stay at home, watching movies, study, study and study(Hey, its study week!). We’re done with our STUDIO. No more classes. No more quizzes. No more meetings, discussions and so on. Guess everyone already go back to their home. Good luck everyone!

OK. Start with I’m sorry. I don’t know whether I should share this with u guys or not. Something keep torturing me lately. Not even a single day passes without me thinking about it. For the sake of future, this would be the hardest part to do. The hardest decision to make. But Dr Norsiah was right. I was a good student. She know I can make it but all I need for now is time and spaces. She wants me to have a perfect graduation with a perfect result.

Few days before I was quite busy with a lot of discussion with Dr Norsiah and Dr Ibrahim. I even got a phone call from Dean Office. Asking about my result, my personal life, my problems and so on. I told them, no need to worry anymore. I’m getting so much better in time. Just a little mistake that only me can fix it. It was me who fell for those fake love and friend. I even nearly lose my family. But that’s life is all about. Admit that, the mistake is MINE.

 I hate to feel this way, but no pain no gain. This gonna be the most unexpected thing ever. The most unforgettable people ever. All of the memories and experiences and backstabber (never mention any name ya). I’ll take that as a life experiment. Full stop.

Today’s activity should be more exciting. Ikut Mak ke pasar. Hahaha. Btw, hari ni saye jadi sangat rajin. Masak and prepared a lunch for Redza. Owh! Almost forgot about Nasi Goreng Udang Special for his breakfast! (Redza sebenarnya sangat dimanjakan ya kawan-kawan). Also learn how to cook Ikan Caru Berlada, his favorite menu. Hope he like it. =.=” As a reward, I’ve asked him for a simple date and a cup of yogurt ice cream with a slice of fresh strawberry, peach and kiwi! Done! The best part is, kami lepak makan ice cream ditemani petikan gitar lagu tema Meteor Garden from a group of Chinese boys, FOR FREE! Just for our listening pleasure OK!

And, the big news is my super duper sweet and cute best friend, Nobi, is going to get married!! Owh! Owh! Owh! (Histeria sekejap). And guess who is going to be her bridesmaid?? Its me!! LOL. Don’t know how I should react for this. Sangat excited Ok! Cemburu tengok percintaan mereka berdua yang sangat teguh dan utuh bertahun lamanya. Wish u both a very good luck and may God bless u always dear. Syukri, jaga my Nobi baik-baik! Well, your Emon should start being on her own now. =’(

I think that's it. I feel like there was more I wanted to say...but...i'm sorry. I'm so incoherent. This doesn't even count as an excuse for a blog post. I promise I'll start actually making an effort soon. Please don't hate me.

Though no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending. - Carl Bard

p/s : There's a part of me that will fall in love with u for the rest of my life.